Unhappy. I understand that Im not being grateful with this great life that God has given me. I am not listening to advices and tend to throw advices in the trash box and burn it with my fire gun. Im a very bad-bad person. You shouldn't advice me this and that. I would never listen.
Happy. Im so envy with you. Im not like you, chill out with friends, pillow talks with your mother, talking about boyfriends or girlfriends with your father, celebrating your birthday party gracefully, no no no. I don't have that kind of life, and it is sux to explain mine. I just have nothing but a dull life.
But thruthfully, on top of having a sux life, I was happy with this person who I called a very best friend.Yes its you Im talking about. Thank you for always there through my ups and downs. You taught me about how life really goes, about all the goods and bad things in life, to always be rational in whatever action I takes, you comments and critics me at almost everything that I did. Yes, I was glad and proud having a friend like you. You make me think that : hey, life isnt that bad, huh.
But, sadly...you have changed. The things that you always said to me, turns to be twisted with things you acted. I no longer trust you, like I trusted you before. That little light turns to be dark again. I am once more in that dark hole, hugging myself, alone crying. But thanks, anyway. Im glad that you fooled me. Because thats the best way to stole you, and to only be with you.






13 Komen Bernas !:
one day the sun will shine on you and turn all your tears to laughter...aminnn
gambor tu dapt dri mane??
smoga kao beroleh ketenangan, cik neo.. aku doakan smoga kao terlepas dari masalah yg menimpa2..maybe ade hikmah di sebalik apa yg berlaku..
aminnn
sabar ye cik nemo.... life isnt as sux as you thought. trust me,... i;ve going thru far more worse conditions and almost led me to suicide, but heck... game of life is never easy. the higher level you are, the more harder the challenges :)
bersabar, dan teruskan bertenang dan berdoa. keindahan akan tiba sebagai hadiah untuk orang yang bersabar :)
ahahaha...dem. salah taip nama. cik neon i mean... senget lah kibod nih >_<
sabaq na cik neon
Awat nih?
Cool sis. Yup, the life is sux, but it is better way of adapt with this cruel reality. Learn with the hard way. It is pain, indeed, but it is worth for. Don’t dig deep to hide, but do climb up and stand tall. Give the shit on what happen. Everything come and goes with reason. Of course it is for a good reason.
I don’t think you see that is good? Why? Emotion drive you far from rational of life.
Why I say so? Cause I am that loser too. Yes. I was that kind of loser. I wish not to scarify another good potential on you just to get another good lesson in life.
Hello sis, wake up!
you can flush my comment out of you mind now. But trust me, you will say that again. Maybe not tomorrow, next month or next year, but it is sure years forward; when you say that to someone who you concern for!
here as friend, I do concern for you too. at least.
*Footnote:*
if you this comment not approved-for-posting with reason (everything come with reason. That’s what I believe for when some of my comment here as ‘Anon’ is gone. But that really fine, and u will always comeback here) you can shot gun me on my email. I believe you know how to get it.
Don’t take too serious for my death. I am death? Maybe. But I still can haunted you!
[Really about me? Hehe hope not.]
sabar neon!
hidup ni penuh dugaan..
yg penting ko sabar je..
aku doakan ko tabah mengharungi segalanye..
amin..
for whatever hurts,for whatever harms,
time exactly isnt healing..unless,that deep inner voice of you speaks out loud that you will heal.
i wanted to say that i've been there,done that but thinking that i've never known the exact full story,lets just say, i understand the feeling of complete lost due to something or someone we lost.
take care.and be strong.be wise.have a little faith.
perhggg neon hebat siot pic lu..
Destroying a thing is easy, but destroying a memories could never be. Stay true to your feeling and to yourself. Just let bygone be bygone....
macam smart je aku tgok firegun ni.. hohoho ni kalau adik aku nampak ni sure habis aku kene pi belikan..
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